Yep, still in the hospital... 36 weeks today!

So I am still in the hospital and yes I feel like a bipolar mess... One day I am doing good and the next I want to yell at someone. It really depends on how much sleep I get, which is hardly any. It's really funny when I talk to someone and they say, I understand what you're going through.. It's hard for me to say really, when was the last time you were bedrest in a hospital for over 2 weeks- no privacy- medical staff coming in all hours of the day, night- getting blood drawn all the time, examined everywhere and having people poke around on you all day long.

I am at the point where no visitors is nice. I limit my husband from being up here all the time because all I want to do when I see him is yell at him. I guess I get a little jealous hearing about how nice the weather is, or about some new Hibachi restaraunt, or hearing about an awesome spa day, etc. Anyone reading this, I bet a million bucks if you were in my shoes you would be feeling this way after your second week in here knowing you still have more days of it ahead.

Don't get me wrong.. Good Samaritan hospital is a great hospital. They really accomodate their patients BUT I hate being in bed 24 hours a day with the exception to; use the bathroom, get some ice, and go outside when Justin can wheel me out for 30 minutes (which I haven't been outside since last Saturday). It really really sucks.

On the bright side of everything.. Jaxson is doing great! He is passing all of his tests! We get an aminocentisis next Tuesday or Wed to see if his lungs are fully developed. If they're fully developed I will be induced!! We are 36 weeks today so next Wed Jaxson will be considered Full Term- which is good! I am hoping next week is my last week in the hospital. I am ready for my shower, bed and toilet. AND Jaxson:)